I can't do this.

It's a little irritating, really. I stop one and I go for another one? This has to stop.

Anyway I watched Transformers yesterday. Great movie. Better than all the other 3-quels I've seen. Haven't watched Ocean's 13 yet but got a feeling not even that can beat Optimus Prime.

In any case, I guess I'm still too weak.

Ah, oh well.

I've lost my mind.

Just when I thought going was pointless. When I thought how boring it was. How meaningless it was to me.

Something happened.

When was the last time this happened to me, I asked myself.

A very, very long time ago. Too long ago for me to remember. I never thought it was even possible now, being the person I have become.

I need to calm down. My thoughts are running too quickly and if I don't stop them in time...

History will repeat itself. Over and over and over again.

And I hate that.

A Decision To Make

Should I? Should I not? That is the question.

People are telling me I should. My instincts tell me I should not.

So should I?

There's no real harm in doing it. If anything it could benefit me.

I have another 5 hours to decide.

I'll let the morning, blurry me decide.

Hope it'll be the best decision.

Birthdays are overrated

Can anyone guess how many people remembered my birthday?

Let's see here... Five? Ten? You guess ten? Ok, you, kind sir? Seven? Alright. Ah yes, you sir.

"Nobody did, you fat loser!"

Well good guess, sir.

It is, however, not zero. It would have been a little too much of a tragedy for me.

The number is 3. They are Boon Kin, Jiawen and Patricia. They are my bestest friends in the whole wide world!

In any case, birthdays are overrated. It's just another day. Nothing special. I don't get anything, I don't lose anything.

It's just another day.