I noticed.

I know I haven't blogged in a week, who cares?

People who visit this place don't even come anymore. They're either busy with their lives offline or simply forgot about this place.

Well, not to say I haven't been busy myself.

I've finally got to get my share of Tidus and Yuna, playing FFX non-stop for 14 hours at Joseph's the day before, and then rushing about another 13 these past couple of days. Ahh.

I get sick. But I still play. Not ill-sick. Disgusted-sick. I won't need to say why.

Anyway so yeah. I'm here. Thinking "Hey, what if somebody comes by everyday but never tags?"

I might be wrong.

So bye guys. Hope May would be a better month for me.

Hit me!

So Singapore wants to build a casino, huh? Nooo! They want to build two!

I'm not thinking about social problems or the economical advantages or anything like that. I'm thinking about how some Singaporeans are going to embarass themselves at the casino.

Especially at the Blackjack table. I want to be in there watching some bozo who don't know the real rules of Blackjack going "Hey, you're not supposed to open the cards!" The dealer (most probably Chinese) would be like, "That's the rules, lah."

And then when that Singaporean gets "pai seh" enough, he leaves and never comes back again. That could probably help Singapore. And Singaporeans like me who prefer to play Blackjack like it should.

I would laugh my ass off. Definitely. And then you'll only see tourists at the some of the tables because these games never existed in Singapore. Like Craps (who the hell names a game after waste material?). Keno is just like Toto, except it takes place like about once an hour. I think.

Like what the hell can Singaporeans play when they go to the casino? Blackjack, Slots. That's probably all. I don't know a single Singaporean who knows the different types of poker. That includes myself. Like isn't there just one type? There's "Texas Hold'em", or whatever hold'em.

We got to take lessons before we go to the casino! And those superstitious ah jeks would be like "wah lau, haven't bet yet bao su already". And the Indian man at the back would be like "shuddup lah! people listening here lah!"

I can imagine people going in and having nothing to play. You lose $100 the moment you step in! That's right, folks. Singaporeans have to pay an entry fee. Not one or two dollars. A hundred! You have to have at least a hundred dollars with you. Well. A hundred and one. That one dollar you have your hopes pinned on.

Of course, nobody expects anybody to try and gamble with a dollar. You know how casinos work: If you want to walk out of there a millionaire, you must first walk in a multi-millionaire.

Results!

You scored as Neji. You're Neji, the bird in the cage.You carry a label you got when you were born, and there's no way you could pretend to be something else than what you are. This has made you believe firmly in destiny. You're a praised genius but deep inside you feel miserable. It's time someone showed you people can change.

You scored as Iruka. You're Iruka, the Ninja Academy teacher. You, my friend, are one of the kindest people there is. Sure, you can lose you temper from time to time - who wouldn't, teaching those kids - but you have a heart of gold. You work hard and are always there when someone needs you, but you tend to worry a bit too much about those you love.


You scored as Genma. You're Genma, one of the top Jounin in Konoha. You're calm and collected - in one word, cool - and remain so even when it's a matter of life and death. People generally respect you and trust. No wonder you get to do the most difficult missions.

Neji		75%
Iruka		75%
Genma		75%
TenTen		69%
Shikamaru		69%
Kakashi		63%
Rock Lee		63%
Hinata		50%
Naruto		38%
Sasuke		38%

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Now.

First of all, I wanted to meet a certain somebody today but that certain somebody had something else on. Don't ask me who that is. I won't tell you.

Last night, my online CPF scheme application was rejected. I had no idea what's going on. Apparently I didn't actually have to do it online. So early this morning I went to the CPF branch at Civic Centre with my mom.

Just when we got out, she got a call from one of my uncles, telling her my grandma was hospitalised. A mild stroke, I think. So we went to the place, found out that we only needed to get a form, and she went off to the hospital before heading to work.

I got breakfast to go at McDonald's. I came back while I ate, and I played some CS while I waited for time to pass. Then, at around noon, I went to SATA with Jo to get our results. We met Junlong, who was also there to get his results. Jo had to redo his urine test because something went wrong. So Junlong and I went to the counter to get our results.

They couldn't be found.

We were like *Italian hand motion*(only a few knows what this means). We went for lunch while they looked for it. And then we were considering a movie, and then decided not to watch one.

We spent some time (and money) in Timezone, and Jiawen came to look for us. We went back together, and I got my results first. I put everything in the envelope, and sealed it.

I got a call from my dad, telling me to get home because we were heading out to visit my grandma. I was like "Oh, yeah!" And told the guys they couldn't come. Then I posted the envelope and I got home.

So we visited my grandma, she was quite okay already. Then on our way home I got off the car to buy McD's (again?) and ate at home.

So now, yeah. Now.

It's been a while.

I know I haven't been blogging for a long time, but I really see nobody coming here anymore. It's like opening a restaurant with all the food there, and nobody's there to even get it for free.

Maybe it's the food.

I don't lead a very exciting life. I admit that. That's why this blog has nothing exciting to read about.

I don't have many philosophies. I have some. But typing them out and explaining them and everything really tires me out.

And the last time I tried typing something nice, the whole thing disappeared on me. I hate my com.

So, yeah. Come back every now and then, and then maybe, you know, see what happens.

What I need.

I put this on my nick a while ago: "$5 for guessing what I need".

Guesses ranged from love to girlfriend to money to computers to food to water to air.

My hint was "It's something simple". Nobody could get it. Sorry Liang Yu, if you happen to be reading this, I said you're right because I couldn't resist that crack.

Well. Nobody could guess it correctly. Those who know already, keep quiet. So why do they know? Because either they gave up or I was honoured by their persistence in trying to find out what it was.

You can guess too. Haha.

Learn To Be Lonely

Child of the wilderness
Born into emptiness
Learn to be lonely
Learn to find your way in darkness

Who will be there for you
Comfort and care for you
Learn to be lonely
Learn to be your one companion

Never dreamed out in the world
There are arms to hold you
You’ve always known
Your heart was on its own

So laugh in your loneliness
Child of the wilderness
Learn to Be lonely
Learn how to love life that is lived alone

Learn to be lonely
Life can be lived
Life can be loved

Alone

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What I need to be doing.

Special!

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Welcome to my life.

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong and no one understands you?

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud that no one hears you screaming?

No you don't know what it's like when nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down and no one's there to save you

No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more before your life is over?

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies while deep inside you're bleeding?

No you don't know what it's like when nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down and no one's there to save you

No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like

To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down and no one's there to save you

No you don't know what it's like

To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down and no one's there to save you

No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life.

I'm dead... Not!

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Happy April's Fool everyone! For all of you who actually believed that my house was on fire, take comfort in the knowledge that I was joking, yeah.

I didn't mention that I was in the National Skin Centre Thursday morning. For those of you who has known me since last year and before, I think you would know that I have this gross peeling thing happening to my scalp. So I was there yesterday to find out what it was after it took a sample from my head a few weeks back.

It's called folliculitis (for-lee-curl-lie-tis). I forgot the description of it in the lift, my dermatologist didn't explain anyway. She put me on more antibiotics. I'm supposed to be on that for another like half a year.

Crap.

Anyway, today was ok. Normal. Nothing big happened. So yeah. Bye.

Except that some people actually believed that my house was on fire. Sorry! Haha.

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