"So why post if you have nothing to talk about? I mean, shouldn't you post only when you have something to say?"

Do you have a problem.

"What I'm saying is that is you ha..."

Shut up.

I'm here to post my last post in the month of November 2004.

Apparently, the month has consisted of either totally uneventful days (such as the past few days) or days that could probably only happen once ever, such as the 'O' Levels, the class chalet, graduation night and the concert.

I want to curse and thank, respectively, anyone who has contributed to these events.

I'm on a whole new level. I'll see you around.

And as we count down to the end of Ruo Ying's birthday...

OK, Happy Birthday.

Anyway, the day was most uneventful.

In fact, that's all I can say about today.

The boredom. ...... ...... ......... .................. ........................ .................................. ........................................

Alright, I've had enough!

I have nothing to do at home except read nice but punny web comics.

I got Half-Life 2, but can't play it because I have a sucky CD drive and it won't autoplay.

I have nothing else to play except boring games with crappy graphics, or emulators with games that are so limited I finish them in an hour, or online games that lag the hell off my computer everytime I don't want it to happen.

The only person who plays MSN games with me is Gabby, and she's here. I've had enough of the Windows games.

-----------------------

I need a job. Does anybody have recommendations? I'm sick and tired of being at home all day and being scowled at. It's best if I work at night, so I can be spared the scowling and the unneeded tension that wasn't caused by me in the first place.

I need a job. Fast. I'd appreciate it if all of my few readers to help me look out for one.

-----------------------

One other thing I've had enough of are parental equations.

What, you say. Parental equations are equations that are unique to parents, and takes more than a genius, another parent, to understand.

Examples are:
- Sitting at computer = Playing.
- Playing = Slacking
- Doing nothing = Slacking
- Slacking = Rotting

Therefore, using the equations, it is proved that sitting at the computer is equilavent to rotting.

I must say, I have quite the amount of decomposers on my dead body.

---------------------

As I continue my countdown...

November has been the most eventful month ever in my life. The 'O' levels, the end of it, class chalet outing, graduation night, Incomparable to Jay concert.

Some things you never forget. Some things you do.

I'll keep these memories with me for as long as I can.

-------------------

I've mentioned before I was prowling the net for solutions to my boredom when I recently discovered a wonder: Web Comics.

I've read Girly, Wendy, Purple Pussy, RPG World.... That's a lot. If you're interested, go to Girly's website: http://go-girly.com

From there you will be linked from other comics, and remember to check out RPG World, I'm going to recommend it to Mr. Wong, because he's so into RPG games too.

The rest are violent, lesbian, and can be gory sometimes. But I can take it.

------------------

Well, I have more time to burn before midnight. Except it's only a little. Joseph's gone on a trip with the usual two other families to Genting, and has left me alone here.

I have girls for company (no, don't think of it that way), but they have their lives.

My personality... Is it really so hard to figure out? Or is it too easy to fathom that it's unbelievable?

I want an answer to that... Unfortunately no one can give me that answer.

----------------

I blow up too easily, a lot. You just have to break the glass at some point, raise the alarm, and I'll be there to raise the hell for you.

I've been known for my outbreaks in class, positive or negative. Some times I try to be a wise guy (I'm sure everybody has one in his or her class) and pop up something that's funny sometimes. Sometimes I'm mad and yodel like a lion to shut the class up.

Heh, that was funny.

--------------

It's funny, you know, that I can be so humorous and gentlemanly (sometimes) and then cannot get a girlfriend. What's the problem?

Is it my looks? My self-esteem? Or is it my ego?

I don't know, but I've learnt since young from TV shows not to go beyond your limits.

But games give me the freedom to break the limit fo one's abilities(anybody thought FF8 here? Limit Break), and then cheat if I have to.

In life, there are no save points or power ups or no system in which all you have to do to be stronger or better is to whack everything you don't like in your sight.

-----------------

That was fun. It's midnight now. Ciao.

So many things happened the past few days! Graduation night, the Incomparable to Jay concert...

So many.

Too many.

Prepare yourself; it’s going to be longer than the last one about the chalet.

- Graduation Night -

Krishanth and Joseph came on Thursday as I packed my stuff for our stay at Carlton, the place where we were to have our graduation night held.

We went out, and we met Nikki at the station. We got up, and went to City Hall MRT station. When we arrived, we went through Raffles City, crossed the road at CHIJMES, and got to our destination.

We paid our deposit, got our key cards, and went up to our room. It was your basic room for two: two single beds, a TV, bathroom, and a view of the SMU campus construction site. We unpacked our stuff and called for an iron to straighten our shirts, and I couldn’t stand the wait and went out for lunch myself.

When I came back the iron was still not here yet, so I went down with Krishanth and we walked along the perimeter of the hotel. We talked mostly about what we saw, and then when we went back the iron was here so we started ironing our shirts.

When we were done and had hung up our clothes, we sat down and watched TV in the room. I got my father to bring stuff that I had forgotten to bring, and then bought film for Catherine when I went down to get the CD with our class photos from Mr. Wong and the stuff from my father.

It was already nearly ten minutes past six, and I hurried back to the room to change into my clothes, put on my contact lenses, and went down with the guys to the Empress Room on Level 2.

Quite a lot of people were there already, and I went around looking for familiar people. Soon, everyone was here and it started. First, the MC got Mrs. Song to make a speech, and then splitting the room into two teams. We were supposed to name our teams, but nobody had any ideas so it was A and B. I sat with BARN, Joseph, Jeremy, Alex, Siying and Swee Ming. We started eating first, and it was buffet. The MC gave the teachers and the ladies the go first, while the guys stayed back until the queues got shorter.

When we were done eating we started the games. The first one was “Guess the Advertisement”, and it was only slightly fun. We had to listen to a song and guess which advertisement it was in. For the next game, the team leaders have to pick two guys from their teams and ours, Eliza, picked Jeremy and me. So we got onto stage, and the other team got two guys too. First task? Choose a female partner. All of us got the MC to choose for us, and I got Kelly as my partner after everyone at her table shouted her name.The name of the game was “Make a Music Video”. There was supposed to a Chinese one, an English song, a Malay one, and a Hindi ‘video’. I did the Chinese one first, then the Malay and the English one, and then Jeremy had to do the Hindi one, which was the most tiring. So everybody agreed his was the best and all of us got our prizes and we went off.

Next game involved less people, with a pair from each team. One of them would control the other’s actions like a puppet, and their team would have to guess what it was. Then the next one had two guys and a girl from each team and then doing this dance routine. He was supposed to say which one and then the person would have to do it.

Hidayah’s group sang a song, and Abu sang “When You Say Nothing At All” while Adrian plays the guitar. It was really nice.

The last game was called “Kung-Fu Fighting”, and as the name suggests, the song was played and when he pointed to one side it would have to shout “Hah!” or “Hiah!”
When the games were over we had to choose Mr. and Miss Downtown Coolsville. In the end Mahes was Mr. Cool with his full-length coat that reminded me of The Matrix, and Miss Cool was a girl I don’t know wearing retro stuff.

So in the end went around hugging each other, and Ruo Ying cried. I told her not to, but she went on anyway. Joseph and me sandwiched Mr. Junus, and us three group hugged Mr. Wong. When the hugging was done, everyone took photos outside, and some left, while some stayed for the dancing later.

I joined the others there, mostly Malays, and danced. I stopped a few times, and went out a few times to catch my breath and to do other stuff. I went out to Raffles City to meet some girls, and went down to CHIJMES to look around. I took a picture of the Christmas tree displayed there with my phone, and we decided to move back to the hotel because we had nothing to do.
I resumed dancing with the guys, and more girls this time. The songs got slower as time passed, and I played the role of the lone dancer. I sat at the side, as I looked at all the couples, dancing slowly to the music... Jealousy creeps into you sometimes. Unfortunately, I could do nothing about it, but maybe because I chose that. It doesn’t matter now. When the final song had been played at 1 AM, all of us left, and said our final goodbyes.

- Intermission -
This is what happened in between the two events, but I’m writing it down anyway.

We watched the last of the girls leave, and then went up to our room. I only took off my shirt, and slept in my pants. I only tried to sleep, when seven guys came looking for us in our room. They offered to share the room for a price, and we accepted, because we would pay less in the end.

They left only after a while, and came back later with food. We watched soccer as a few of them tried to sleep, and when it finished, they left for the first train home except Kok Siang and Roy, who were already asleep. When they left, I slept.

I woke up later at about 10, and all of them were up already. We took turns for a shower, packed our stuff, and checked out. We had brunch at the hawker center behind the hotel, and took the bus back to Woodlands. I was sleeping on the way there, so I don’t remember much.

We split when we got to Woodlands, and the three of us took another bus to my place. We dropped our stuff, and decided on our last movie this year, so we looked for more people to join us. In the end, we got Ruo Ying and Hui Xin, and watched Shark Tale together. The movie was good, but The Incredibles was better.

We came back together again, and Krishanth left. I registered for the CI first, and then I went for a shower, and then Joseph did. My tickets for Incomparable to Jay were still untaken, and we were frantically searching for people to join us.

Joseph got Joanna and Caryn, and we went out, feeling that our job is done. Then they told him they couldn’t come, so we went in search again. We gave our last tries on the train there, and I got Jing Wei, and Joseph got Priscilla, and whew, we got all the tickets taken.

We met at City Hall MRT Station, a rather odd group. Joseph, Jing Wei, Priscilla, my mom, my sister and me. We had dinner at Burger King, and went to take a bus to the Singapore Indoor Stadium. The bus took a long time to arrive, and almost everyone at the stop was waiting for it. And guess what? It was packed. We took the next bus that could also take us there, but further, and alighted with some people at a stop.

We were certain we were lost and a long way from the stadium, so we took a cab there anyway. We met a couple, and offered to share a cab. So Jing Wei and me shared a cab with them, and the other four took another one. We met at the entrance, and arranged to meet there after the show.

So my sis and me went in from the North Entrance, where our tickets said we should go, and went in. We saw a stand selling Incomparable to Jay merchandise, and since we were quite short on cash we bought a handphone strap each. We went in and looked for our seats, and found it after a little difficulty. And after some waiting, the show finally started.

- The Incomparable to Jay World Tour 2004 -
(Some Song Title Translations are from http://multistars.com/jaychoustudio/translations.html)

After introductions and credits, the stadium broke into screams when the opening of “In The Name Of The Father” played. As the singing started, it showed Jay Chou standing on a cross-shaped platform that’s slowly lowered onto the stage, and he danced as he sang with the other dancers. Then, he went on to another fast song, “War Stopping Casualties”.

He sang a slower song next, titled “Her Eyelashes”, followed by “You Can Hear It”. The next song was older, titled “Snail”. Originally it wasn’t his, but he added it into his Fantasy Plus album from a concert at that time.

He continued with the chorus of “Terraced Field”, with some parts of “Dad I Have Come Back” and new lyrics added in its tune. Next was “Garden Party”, followed by “General” and then “Chaotic Dance Of The Spring And Autumn” with added parts of the “Her Her Ha Hee” from “Nunchuks”.

The next item was from a DJ and a drummer, and mixed disc scratching and fast beats from the drums in a very nice performance.

Jay reappeared with two guitarists, and performed “Go Back To The Past” and “The Final Battle”. Then, Ju Pao (translated as Giant Cannon) and Gary of Jay’s pals Nan Quan Mama took over the guitars, and sang “Clear Stars” and “Don’t Leave Me If You Love Me” (not one of Jay’s songs), with Jay.

The duo left, and Jay started on the best-ranked song currently here, “Excuse”.

Jay left momentarily to give way to Nan Quan Mama as they sang “Vanilla Ice Cream”, and reappeared when they sang “When We Were Young”.

Jay left the stage again, and rose on a platform with a piano that was going to be around for a long time, and sang “Fine Day”, “Tornado” and “Run Aground” as he played. When he finished, he invited yet another member of Nan Quan Mama, Yu Hao, for a special piano performance. They broke into fast pieces, and finally, sat and played together in the fastest thing played on a piano I’ve ever heard. After all, it was played with four hands.

Jay resumed singing, starting with “Silence”, as Yu Hao played the tune, and then his version of Faye Wong’s “Red Bean”. Yu Hao left the stage with the piano, and Jay sang Landy Wen’s “Happy Birthday”. Mid-song, he left the stage on a descending platform and Landy appeared, and continued the song. She then danced to one of her high tempo songs.

After Landy had left and a long wait, Jay came out and performed “Double Blade” with some of the “He He Ha Hee” of “Nunchuks” added in it, and then another rapping song, “Dragon Fist”.

The last remaining member of Nan Quan Mama, Dan Tou or “Bullet Head” appeared again, and sang Jay’s “Black Humour” with him. When it was done, Dan Tou left and Jay went on to one his most popular songs of all time, “Simple Love”.

When that was done, we were made to wait for a very long time, and after several rounds of shouting “Jie Lun” (his Chinese name), he appeared with a flute, and performed a Jacky Cheung song.

When he was done, he performed yet another popular song here, “East Wind Breaks”. Then he continued to an upbeat song, “Grandpa’s Tea”, and disappeared into an even longer wait. This time, though, the drummer led us to a chant of “Zhou, Jie, Lun”, and got faster each time, until we heard the introduction of “Cannot Speak”, a song from his second album.

The concert ended with “Common Orange Jasmine”, a song from his newest album of the same name.

- End -

We left the stadium after we bought wristbands, and left for a bus. When to got our destination, we got onto Priscilla’s car, and got a lift back home.

***

Statistics:

3 songs from Jay: Black Humour, Clear Stars, and Tornado.
4 songs from Fantasy: Dad I Have Come Back, Simple Love, Cannot Speak, and Silence.
4 songs from Eight Dimensions: Dragon Fist, Grandpa’s Tea, Go Back To The Past, and The Final Battle.
7 songs from Ye Hui Mei: In The Name Of The Father, Fine Day, East Wind Breaks, You Can Hear It, Her Eyelashes, Terraced Field and Double Blade.
7 songs from Common Orange Jasmine: Common Orange Jasmine, Excuse, General, Run Aground, Chaotic Dance Of The Spring And Autumn, Garden Party and War Stopping Casualties.
4 songs from others: Snail, Don’t Leave If You Love Me and Red Bean.
2 songs from Nan Quan Mama: Vanilla Ice Cream and When We Were Young.
2 songs from Landy Wen: Happy Birthday and (unknown)

Total: 33

Time: Approx. 3 hours.

Rating: 5/5

Has everybody realised that I changed my board to a flooble yet? If you haven't, see it. And say something.

The past couple of days haven't been exactly most exciting, except maybe when i bought my watch yesterday! It's a 25 Hours one with black leather straps, a rectangle silver frame and has a black face (face?). It shows the date too, which, according to the shopkeeper, is very rare now. Well. My father got that one for me, and a pair of the same design with white faces (I serious don't know what to call it).

Tomorrow's the graduation night! I'm worried we would all be too formal for the event. Hah. Probably not.

This morning I went to school for the briefing on entry to first three months in JC/CI. For me, it's only the CI, so I have have two choices: 1) Take it, or 2) not.

This blog is very boring. Why? Because my reader base are all people who probably already know about what I write anyway. I need to talk about things nobody knows.

Like... I DON'T KNOW.

FORGET IT.

BYE.

CAPS LOOKS STUPID.

Now that I have time on my hands...

'O' Levels are finally over! Yes, let's celebrate! Our class did, so some of us spent three days at the Aloha resort house at Changi. Prepare yourself and get some coffee, we’re going for a long ride.

- Friday -

It was our last paper for the whole thing, Chemistry. After the exam and a cliché "Freedom never tasted so good", I went home with Krishanth to finish the last touches of packing my stuff for the stay. When I got back, I confirmed what I needed to pack, because most of it has been done by my mom anyway. Then I had early dinner at about six, and Joseph came over to go meet the others later. I played my last minutes of computer, and it took a while to realise that my time was up, and I hurriedly saved my game. By the time we got onto the car and was on our way, we were late, and by five minutes when we got there. Nobody was around. It took a while more before we saw Kheng Ling approaching, and then the rest of the girls who were going to spend the night.

We loaded our stuff, and got onto the bus. We talked, made noise and other stuff on our way there. Joseph and Kheng Ling directed the driver where to drop us, and we dropped off at a bus stop in the area. We got off, and preceded to lose our sense of direction. Everyone was led to a big, empty house with a metal fence facing the sea. Then we found out it was not it, and went off in search for the right one.

Joseph ran down the road and saw Mr. Wong, so all of us followed him a distance down into this barely lit area, and then reaching our house. It was open, except the rooms. We threw down our stuff, and I set up the TV immediately for the Singapore Idol results this week! The two contestants who would reach the Grand Finals on December 1 were to be determined tonight, and everyone was excited! But at the end, most of us (maybe all) were disappointed, because Olinda was eliminated. I thought Sylvester should have been out after that horrendous performance the night before.

So after that we proceeded to other activities, like the girls doing I-don't-know-what in their rooms, mahjong, and Twister (the girls too). Krishanth and Joseph were generally watching everyone else, while I busied myself with Mahjong. It seemed like only a while before it turned midnight.

- Saturday -

We played Mahjong a bit longer, until about 1, and left as a group with Mr. Wong and some left behind towards the hawker centre for supper. We guys had Nasi Lemak, and the others ate fried noodles and other stuff. Also, I tried the Teh Tarik there and it was great! So on our way back I got some drinks for everyone, and then we went back in the rain. We saw some “solicitors”, by the way, and everyone were pretty amused. When we got back, whoever ordered the Nasi Lemak I bought for them got it, and I went to playing other stuff like Blackjack. And I gave Juliana the gastric tablet I promised her. I was on a roll, and sucked Krishanth and Meiling dry (their coins, Krishanth had a lot of five cent coins), and then more Mahjong and then some Risk.

I coached Pearlyn, Joseph taught Puay Boon and other two players were Juliana and Lynette. Juliana was blindly attacking, and finally had all her troops concentrated on China (a story there). Puay Boon’s targets were Australia and Asia, and Pearlyn’s target was Europe. Lynette occupied the Americas and surprised me as a pretty good player for a first timer. Probably from the experience from other war games she’s played.

Eventually, Puay Boon had Asia and Australia, Pearlyn had Europe and Africa and Lynette had the Americas. During Pearlyn’s turn, I knew it going to drag for a long time if I didn’t do anything. So I told her now that’s everything’s fixed, she should go ahead and try to win it. If I remember correctly, she took Middle East from East Africa, and then Greenland from Iceland. Joseph saw the consequence and decided to tell everyone to end the game because there was a clear winner and everyone was getting tired of it anyway. So it ended with Pearlyn the winner.

It was nearly six in the morning by then and the rain hasn’t stopped since the night before, and I just couldn’t sleep. My body was exhausted, but my mind was wide-awake. So I decided to forget it and played more mahjong with the ones who were awake throughout with me.

The sun rose and I got hungry again, but my body was too tired to walk that large a distance. The people going out for breakfast helped us buy it back, but it was just fine. The Roti Prata they brought back was burnt and was anything but crispy, and the curry was bland. But I was hungry, so it was okay.

A while later about noon, us boys and Kheng Ling, Pearlyn and Loong Ee decided to go check out the arcade that was nearby. The “currency” there was twenty cents. Cheap, but disappointing, it was expected from a club anyway. The games were old and there were zero shooting games. I played my coins on Mahjong and racing games, and continued with Pearlyn and Kheng Ling towards the hawker centre for lunch before stopping at several shops to look around, including a shop that sold pirated PC and PS2 games, but decided to not buy because Krishanth said he was going to buy those for me in Malaysia for about half the price. So after we were done with the food, I followed them to get Satay for the barbeque later that night and we got back.

We got back to find a lot of people here already. Xinyi, with streaks of dyed hair, and Jesslyn with a better do. Meiting, Jiayi and Sherry had arrived too. I played some mahjong (I’m beginning to do that a lot) with the new comers, and after some struggling, decided to lie down in the room.

- Intermission -
Go get your coffee refilled, take a leak, or rest your eyes!

I fell asleep and woke up two hours later when the barbeque had started, and Mrs. Lim and Mrs. Choo had arrived. We found out we were duped and it wasn't really Satay but sticks of chicken meat. I barely got any food, and then went back to Mahjong again, but this time, with the pros, all three teachers. Of course we didn’t gamble or anything, and this one was definitely more challenging with the minimum two points win instead of the “anything goes” with the newbies. A while later Mr. Junus arrived, and declined my offer to take over my seat to make it an “all teachers” affair, saying he “hasn’t played for a long time”. He left and played other card games with the girls.

When we were done, we went to see how the others were doing. Mr. Junus was playing Uno, and I joined in the group playing Dai Dee. Eventually it ended up being me, Mrs. Lim, Mrs. Choo and I forgot who the last person was. I won quite a lot of sets, and then it was time for the two of them to leave. So in the end only Mr. Junus was there to play Heart Attack, a game I might never understand. I lost of course, because seriously, I know nothing about it.

We went out again, but earlier this time, for food, and because some of them were anxious to see the “solicitors” we saw the night before. The rain had stopped during the afternoon, so it was dry and saw only one on our way there. I ate Ipoh hor Fun there, and on our way back, that road was crowded, and Krishanth and me wowed at the Lamborghini we saw. It was midnight when we got back.

- Sunday -

I played more Blackjack with the people who came today, and lost part of the money I won last night. I played more Risk when everyone gave up, and this time we had Joseph, Woon Lam, Pearlyn teaming up with Esther and me. This time we played Missions to try to shorten the game, and I won with completing mine first. We were bored, so we played more Blackjack, and my luck returned to me as I won all the coins again. My wallet was getting heavy and bulky from all the coins, and Joseph decided to challenge me to a simple game of who’s-bigger-wins. We draw a card each and see whose card was bigger. The loser loses ten cents. I lost in the end, but was quite glad about it because I got rid of the five-cent coins.

Woon Lam taught me a new way of predicting your love life using the trusty poker cards, and I was wondering if my results were going to be true. I tried it with Xinyi too, and I took no particular attention.

I got really tired, and tried sleeping on the chair, and barely laid down for two more hours before daybreak. Then I saw some girls leaving already, and then I went to pack my stuff. When everyone got ready, we sat at the TV while waiting for the caretaker to come and confirm everything was in their places. We went off in a shuttle bus to Pasir Ris MRT Station, and had brunch at the McDonald’s there. We guys shared a cab with Mr. Wong, and the girls went off shopping. We got off first, after talking a lot about our class and the school, and came back to my place.

We had already decided to catch a movie, and Loong Ee called Krishanth to catch it together. So we finally got to Causeway Point, late for the 12.45 show anyway, and bought tickets for the 2.10 show. We spent the one-hour waiting time in the LAN game shop, playing Unreal Tournament 2003, and then for our movie, The Incredibles. It was great! Jack-jack was special in the end. Go catch it! After that we separated with Loong Ee and they came back to get their stuff and left.

And thus, ending my great journey, and a memory that I will probably forget anyway. That’s why I wrote it down.

Enjoy the holidays, people, and have fun.

I've been rather lazy for the past few weeks, and haven't been working on this blog and my secret story. Sorry for any inconvenience caused, especially to those who religiously check my blog every day but get disappointed each time.

Do they exist.........?

I hope they do! Anyway. I've learnt a lot from Naruto recently, and please, all you people who hate it just because it's so popular, stop! It teaches you many things about the human spirit. It has done what to me many other shows and movies have not in years. I'm not going to tell you what, but let me just tell you that it is that good. So do not underestimate its power.

Two key lessons throughout the series:
1) A person is strongest when he has to protect something or someone so important that he would rather die than fail in protecting this thing or person.
2) A person is not born what they are in the future, but is caused by the environment in which he is brought up, and what he has experienced in his life.

Something to learn about.

It's been a long, long time since I have blogged, and the last post is not going to fill up all that space in which I have disappointed my non-existent faithful supporters. A while ago I was telling my sister how one of friend's strange habit was a social tool.

Why?

When you display a habit that you are stubborn or insistent about, people who remember that. And when you demand attention, all you have to do is stop that habit abruptly. That will cause people to turn their eyes on you.

Let's say I have a strange habit of acting really dramatic all the time, with exaggerated actions and other things in class. One day, I walk in and kept quiet all day. Will you notice? Of course.

Humans are curious and scared of change. If there's a change, they will turn all their attention to it and depending on each person, react for a period of time that is indefinite. You can just shrug it off, or it can haunt you for the rest of your life.

That is how you attract attention. Don't say I never told you.

I'm still suspicious about that mystery caller. I'm starting to think that person who called me was too agitated to realise she called the wrong number even though it seemed quite a coincidence I took the same Biology paper too.

Why?

1) Girls wouldn't call me all of a sudden.
2) Nobody would call me all of a sudden.
3) People who know me well enough know how my Bio results are like, so there's not need to ask.
4) She never told me who she was.

But she knows my handphone number. Only people in my class and a few girls from outside school knows this number. I asked a few suspects, and all of them said it was not them. So, who could it be? I don't know. Now I'm really interested to know. I'm starting to lose memory of that voice, so after a while, even if she calls me again and identifies herself, I probably wouldn't know.

I'm confused here.

Well. I've wrote quite a lot. Maybe some more.

I've made a promise to myself that I would not like any shows that has the bad guys evil and scheming, while the good guys are dumb. And then the good guys win because they happen to be lucky and the bad guy becomes dumb as well. I've gotten past "Shit, he should(n't) have done this, she should(n't) have done that". Now I want to go "Wow, he did it! And because he was smarter/more powerful too!"

Also, I don't want stories that blindly follow a theme, and has no deeper story to tell. It's hard to believe that all these stupid girls watch these same stories acted on different setups and different characters over and over again. Maybe because they are stupid. If you are reading this and you happen to be one of them, I'm not sorry because even if I've offended you, you should then sit back and think about it. If you think what I said is right, then perhaps we can talk more.

Someone told me I had really bad eyebags, and I looked like I mugged for hours for the paper the day before. I didn't. I don't know why it's there, so *shrug*. I'll be returning the life goals of Shikamaru in Naruto, because that is so... I don't how to say it. Also, I would want to return with Gaara's uncle's explaination on love. Yeah, they're all quoteworthy.

I really appreciate sleeping time now, because somehow it feels better. But this headache has been bothering me for quite a while, acting up occasionally. I'm not sure why, but I'm fine.

"They don't want to know, Polar."

Oh. Ok. Never mind then. I'm going to bed.

Wow! It's been AGES since I last blogged. I was busy with the O Levels... Was I?

Anyway, after so long, we are down to the last four Idol contenders! Last week we saw Leandra exit the competition with the theme of.... What was it... Never mind, and this week's theme is Asian Pop!

Well, personally, I want Daphne out first. Her Chinese pronunciation is *pppttt*. Then Sylvester, so he can be a Chinese rocker, like Dick Lee said. Then I will enjoy the finals between Taufik and Olinda.

Now... Back to myself. Yesterday was th Biology paper, and it went better than expected, I think, because the essay questions were on the topics I was more familiar with, like sexual reproduction (-___-"").

Ah, yes, now I'm caught in the Naruto fever, along with Jiawen and Joseph. I've gone quite far now, perhaps further than Jingwei, but I'll never compare with Roy and Kok Siang! They are the true Narutards, haha.

Yes... I remember something from last night. My handphone went off all of a sudden, and someone with a private number called me. Thinking that someone like me would not be under any threat, I answered the phone. I had asked who it was, but she never answered. She asked me about the Bio paper (apparently she knew) and she hung up immediately after I gave her my answer. She never answered mine on who she was.

I want to know who it was, that's all. So if anybody knows, please tell me. You know how to.

Well, now... Naruto. Whew! Bye.

*poof*