It's been a while.

Hello, people. I realise it's been a week since I last wrote here.

But that's ok because I know nobody comes here anyway. Oh yeah? You wanna prove me wrong? Go tag something then, loser! Ha!

In any case, it's been a very plain week.

Judo resumes training next week but I'm not sure if I can go, seeing as this thing I have ends at 6, and formal Judo training ends at 6... I'm not sure. I can still go for the extra stuff after that, but I still think missing a sensei lesson is damn bad.

I miss Judo, even if it has brought a lot of bad luck. I saw this VCD of a movie with Judo stuff in it, maybe I'll get it. Of course it's Japanese.

People who have me on their MSN contact list probably saw my wish list. I hope someone fulfills it. I hope.

Anyway I hope next week would be nice.

Today... Maybe we'll have some fun.

Some stuff

In answer to cat's question, I have been in school. The whole time.

The good thing is, it's Friday today and I can go out after work. Nice. Maybe some Initial D... Maybe hang out with the guys, or maybe I'll just go home and play NFSU2.

That'll be s-w-e-e-t sweet. Oh yeah.

Car craze now. Now on the streets I just look at cars when they pass. I've made many observations. Firstly, after playing NFSU2 I can tell you the Toyota Corolla does not look like that Corolla in the game. In the game, the car looks more like a AE85 or a 86. Look at the shape, and paint it white. It's a freaking Levin, dammit. Or a Trueno if you keep the stock headlights on.

And another observation I made would be there are Mazda 3's all over the place. I dunno why, but that's how it is. And there are many Mitsubshi Lancer XLi's. Fine whatever.

I wonder what I'll be doing today. Maybe something bad will happen.

Anticipation, Remembrance and Absurdity

Come Monday (tomorrow) I'll find out who I will be teaming up with to make a game for 3 weeks straight.

And we even have to come up with a unique idea. I think. The random grouping part is still pretty crappy because we have no idea who we will be teaming up with and some of us have preferences like who not to team up with. Well.

Three five-day weeks, from 8.30 in the morning to 6 in the evening with only an hour for lunch. Total work life standard. Many things and rules and shit. Argh.

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Today we remember the terrorist attacks on the New York World Trade Centre 4 years ago.

So long ago yet still so relevant.

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So now we have a new trend in Singapore. First it was the Bubble Tea, Flowerhorn fish, Jumping off MRT platforms...

Now we have the 'kill n hack' trend. It involves killing a foreign worker in Singapore, and then beheading and chopping off their limbs before storing them in seperate plastic bags and then putting them places where only cleaners can find.

What the hell.

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It's been a pretty good week so far.

Shouldn't be too cocky yet. In case the you know who start getting nasty again.

Got more RAM, DVD drive... Hmm.

Better com, obviously. Yes. The DVD drive is black, so it feels like Takumi's new hood on his updated Trueno. White to black.

C++ test tomorrow at two tomorrow till four. Which is kinda dumb because it's a time that's neither here nor there, which spoils any plans for the day.

We were planning a Sim Lim outing today when I reminded them the test ends at 4.

So we pushed it to Friday, a free day, bonus with a movie. Sweet.

I guess everything's okay now.

Shouldn't be cocky though. Just in case.

I have realised

How truly lonely I am.

I only have my family.

My friends... People who wouldn't call me by that same term deep in their hearts. People I have trusted for all the wrong reasons.

I couldn't learn 4 years ago. Now I have to learn it. And cast it in my mind.

I am a true loner. A person whom no one would take as a friend. No one would come to me without a favour to ask, and like an idiot, I comply each time, thinking they would repay it in another way but it never comes.

Time and time again, I trust these people, I treat them well and all I ever get... Is betrayal.

Betrayal. A friend is a person sworn to not do it. And therefore I have no friends because time and time again I get betrayed and each time I stand up again and foolishly stand in the way of the next traitor and get whacked and run down to the ground.

And still I stand up and stay there like a moron waiting for the next one to come.

Now I will not stand and stay. I will stand, and I will fight. My cursed social life, and my cursed psychology.

Betrayal. Strange I should say that. Betrayed dozens of times by different groups of people each time since kindergarden to primary school to secondary school to now. Polytechnic.

It is where I see. I see.