I've been rather lazy for the past few weeks, and haven't been working on this blog and my secret story. Sorry for any inconvenience caused, especially to those who religiously check my blog every day but get disappointed each time.

Do they exist.........?

I hope they do! Anyway. I've learnt a lot from Naruto recently, and please, all you people who hate it just because it's so popular, stop! It teaches you many things about the human spirit. It has done what to me many other shows and movies have not in years. I'm not going to tell you what, but let me just tell you that it is that good. So do not underestimate its power.

Two key lessons throughout the series:
1) A person is strongest when he has to protect something or someone so important that he would rather die than fail in protecting this thing or person.
2) A person is not born what they are in the future, but is caused by the environment in which he is brought up, and what he has experienced in his life.

Something to learn about.

It's been a long, long time since I have blogged, and the last post is not going to fill up all that space in which I have disappointed my non-existent faithful supporters. A while ago I was telling my sister how one of friend's strange habit was a social tool.

Why?

When you display a habit that you are stubborn or insistent about, people who remember that. And when you demand attention, all you have to do is stop that habit abruptly. That will cause people to turn their eyes on you.

Let's say I have a strange habit of acting really dramatic all the time, with exaggerated actions and other things in class. One day, I walk in and kept quiet all day. Will you notice? Of course.

Humans are curious and scared of change. If there's a change, they will turn all their attention to it and depending on each person, react for a period of time that is indefinite. You can just shrug it off, or it can haunt you for the rest of your life.

That is how you attract attention. Don't say I never told you.

I'm still suspicious about that mystery caller. I'm starting to think that person who called me was too agitated to realise she called the wrong number even though it seemed quite a coincidence I took the same Biology paper too.

Why?

1) Girls wouldn't call me all of a sudden.
2) Nobody would call me all of a sudden.
3) People who know me well enough know how my Bio results are like, so there's not need to ask.
4) She never told me who she was.

But she knows my handphone number. Only people in my class and a few girls from outside school knows this number. I asked a few suspects, and all of them said it was not them. So, who could it be? I don't know. Now I'm really interested to know. I'm starting to lose memory of that voice, so after a while, even if she calls me again and identifies herself, I probably wouldn't know.

I'm confused here.

Well. I've wrote quite a lot. Maybe some more.

I've made a promise to myself that I would not like any shows that has the bad guys evil and scheming, while the good guys are dumb. And then the good guys win because they happen to be lucky and the bad guy becomes dumb as well. I've gotten past "Shit, he should(n't) have done this, she should(n't) have done that". Now I want to go "Wow, he did it! And because he was smarter/more powerful too!"

Also, I don't want stories that blindly follow a theme, and has no deeper story to tell. It's hard to believe that all these stupid girls watch these same stories acted on different setups and different characters over and over again. Maybe because they are stupid. If you are reading this and you happen to be one of them, I'm not sorry because even if I've offended you, you should then sit back and think about it. If you think what I said is right, then perhaps we can talk more.

Someone told me I had really bad eyebags, and I looked like I mugged for hours for the paper the day before. I didn't. I don't know why it's there, so *shrug*. I'll be returning the life goals of Shikamaru in Naruto, because that is so... I don't how to say it. Also, I would want to return with Gaara's uncle's explaination on love. Yeah, they're all quoteworthy.

I really appreciate sleeping time now, because somehow it feels better. But this headache has been bothering me for quite a while, acting up occasionally. I'm not sure why, but I'm fine.

"They don't want to know, Polar."

Oh. Ok. Never mind then. I'm going to bed.