I've lost my mind.

Just when I thought going was pointless. When I thought how boring it was. How meaningless it was to me.

Something happened.

When was the last time this happened to me, I asked myself.

A very, very long time ago. Too long ago for me to remember. I never thought it was even possible now, being the person I have become.

I need to calm down. My thoughts are running too quickly and if I don't stop them in time...

History will repeat itself. Over and over and over again.

And I hate that.